This is my first weekend without him
So far I am a mess
Totally
I spend every minute thinking of him
I spend every minute wondering why
Breaking up without you knowing the reason is just the worst idea ever
Part of me angry
Part of me so fucking sad
Part of me can't accept this
Part of me ashame
I think about some break-up movies and try to remember what the casts do being in this situation but i can't remember anything
I try to remember what I did in my previous big break-ups but it doesn't help at all
I try to remember the great times of being single, it doesn't work out
I just don't remember how I can survive until now
I keep thinking it's gonna be hard to still be working with him once in a while
I can't stand people asking why
I can't stand the feeling of wanting to throw up everytime somebody mention his name and his agreements on certain work while I used to know them all
I hate the idea of looking fine while I'm not!
Oh my survival instinct.. where the hell are you???
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