survival instinct found!

what's the "best" reason you ever get from a guy who tries to "dump" you?

mine's..

"temen-temen aku bilang kamu sombong.. aku ngga bisa menjalin hubungan sama kamu.. kalau aku harus milih antara kamu dan temen-temen aku, aku milih temen-temen aku.."

sounds so young? he is..

i really wanted to laugh but we were having a sad and angry mode on so i had to skip that. too bad..

i never hide the fact that i cried for 3 nights cause i really didn't know what was the problem. but after i did, somehow there was a part of me feeling so relieved. i thought i was the one being irrational, but i wasn't. and not only that, god answered all my prayers through two of my friends. the last one was the best! he met him a few days ago:

a friend : bro, kalau mau selesaiin masalah yang jantan dong, jangan ngilang gitu..
him : iya, gue mau ngomong cuma belum sempet aja. tapi sekarang udah beres kok, tadi dia ke rumah. mana pas dia lagi ngomong, gue lagi hacep-hacepnya lagi..

it was wednesday.
and oh, just so you know, he hadn't really been sober at least for the last 4 days.

should i say more?

gokil, Tuhan tuh emang sayang banget ya sama gue!