I don't like the drugs (but the drugs like me)

- Marilyn Manson -

The drugs : for pharyngitis and some skin treatment

I spent $125 yesterday just to make myself feel better
That much money will make me have to look away from the CD store and keep my credit card at home for the next one month
With the fact that I have a huge bill to pay in the next few days, I'm officially broke

Indeed, being healthy is priceless..

I used to look at the "brightside" that eventhough I have to carry this weakness for the rest of my life, the name "CP" was pretty "cool"

But when tonight I had to swallow all of those drugs again, what happened was always the same, the feeling of sick and wanted to throw up

I'm so sick of this! :(