after the love has gone

and i prove it to myself
the love has gone indeed
the passion
the loving-care
we looked at each other and felt nothing
it surprised me for sure
the fact that what we did, didn't move us at all
god, what happened to us?
guess God does answering my prayers
and i don't know what to feel right now
should i be happy?
should i be sad?
is this what i really wanted?
coz seems like the idea of we're getting back together, is out of the picture
should i regret?
is he not the one?
or is he?
he obviously didn't want me
those eyes won't lie
what about me?
maybe i just want him to get hurt
real bad..
so, which mask should i wear?
Bree Van Der Kamp's, Gabrielle Solis', or simply be a lovefool and take Susan Mayers'..?