Sunday, January 04, 2009

My life without you: Night #2

I missed you so much
I moved that one strange small pillow you gave me from my car to my room
I sat on my bed and I hugged it so tight
Then my eyes found the wrapped paintings from you I put in the corner of my room
You made me paintings
You must loved me very much
I knew you did
I knew we did
We always loved each other very much

I layed down
Still hugging the pillow
Then it hit me..
I felt like my life will be useless without you
Yes, my life is definitely completely useless without you
And I feared something I've never feared before: I feared tomorrow.
I was terrified.
It was when I realized my love for you was way bigger than I've always thought.

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