l.o.s.t

I am lost
It's been three days
I've gone through this street so far,
I was pretty sure I will get to the end doing fine
I knew this wouldn't be a fast journey,
but I believed I'll reach the end safely
I knew there would be some obstacles on the way,
but I never knew that I have to face something
that is basically the opposite

I am lost
I almost cry
I am confuse, not knowing what to do
I know this is not a race against anyone, that I still have time
But I really wanna get out of this stage, this area, so bad
If this is a Mahjong game, this is the time when I really wanna press hint button
I just need help

I am lost
Like SO clueless
And this wont change until I move my feet somewhere else, even just one step
One single step that leads to a new view
Whatever it is, will I like it? Can I handle it?

Meanwhile these feet are tired of walking off road
The up and down street with sharp rocks is my least favorite
Maybe I'm a result-oriented traveler
If a nice-quite garden with some people talking in the afternoon is what I about to get, I'll walk that off road
But if it's full of people getting drunk and talking loud, I'll most probably join them drinking, getting ODed and kill myself, full of regrets

I am lost
And the night has come
Again I hope there will be a star leading my way, showing which step I should take
But the sky has been starless since the day I got here
And tonight doesn't seem to be different..