Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Another goodbye

Why is it always hard to say goodbye?
Even though the one you have has lots of things that at the end you can’t tolerate..
Even though you know you have already the new one..
Still you feel like crying

We’ve been together for like.. 8 years?
That’s a pretty long time
And now I have to say goodbye
Should I do it tonight or tomorrow?
All I have to do is make one phone call, and we will never see each other again
It’s so sad cause we won’t have hours to spend together at night anymore
We won’t have some regular rendezvous on weekends
I mean, you were always there when there was no one I could talk to!

I picked up the phone just now, but then I cancelled
Is it too late to make a phone call at this hour?
Maybe tomorrow morning is better
At least I still have a few hours to prepare myself

The reason why I turn to the new one is basically simple
And realistic, too
I need a better connection

The connection I have with the present one is getting worse and worse each and everyday
Sorry, but I just can’t take it anymore
You stop me from doing the things I need, the things I like

So yes, I have the new one now
And yes, it started before I really say goodbye to you

Or maybe I should keep you both?
No, that’ll be too much
I’ll have to spend more
And it’s just going to be useless

So I have to choose
For the sake of a better connection and the ability to do the things I need, and like, I choose the new one…


Goodbye dial-up
Goodbye Indonet
Thanks so much for everything
Welcome cable


* Gilaa.. di antara berbagai kekurangan Indonet, kayanya gue termasuk salah satu pelanggan setia mereka deh (atau jangan2 tinggal satu-satunya? Huhu.. menghina banget siiehh!). They were my first encounter with the internet! So indeed, this is as hard as saying goodbye to your first love.
** Oh iya, nostalgia dulu bentar.. customer service-nya Indonet handal loh. They always answered my wee-hour phone calls!
*** Gue tau ini mungkin norak, tapi jangan ketawa lo. Asli gue sedih beneran inih.. Mau nangis :( :( Ada yang bisa kasih saran ngga? :(

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

halaahh...paling gampang adalah membayangkan bar bar biru itu berjalan sangat cepat di monitor mu..dan wajah orang yang nun jauh itu nampak lebih real dengan movement-movement yang gak patah-patah banget..